Practice has been going pretty smoothly for me. Results seem to be getting better by the day. The vibrations of yesterday's practice were a bit intense, so I'd say I may at most be halfway there. I'm pretty excited about how my astral life will turn out. I've got so many plans... so much I want to accomplish during it... and that's why I needed my mentor. I need someone to stick to until I am totally proficient. For obvious reasons, I'll need to be totally proficient for these plans to work out. And the demonic paradise I plan to organize... it's my dream... and I'm gonna make it come true, whatever it takes. But I'll need assistence. There's no way I'll be able to handle all of this alone. It'll be too hard. I'm think of raising my own family to help me do this, but that would mean excessive pregnancies... and that's a bit too painful for my liking. But I suppose nothing comes without a sacrifice... Plus, this is probably not going to be completely safe. I don't want my children face to face with danger. I'd cry my eyes out if they got hurt. Maybe I should save having children until after the job is done. That would probably be better. I'd train them to deal with the dangers, but even so I cannot bear putting them in that kind of dangerous position. I mean, I don't think the astral plane--not all of it--is a safe house. Maybe it is in some places, but sooner or later, from what I've heard, you'll have unpleasant encounters and not all encounters will be enjoyable. But that's not me talking... that's just what I heard elsewhere. I've even heard some people who know how to do it saying there are monsters on the astral. I really hope that's false... in the physical world, monsters don't exist, as we all know. So how can monsters exist in the astral world? That's what I don't understand... Maybe it's true, maybe it's not. I don't know. I'm sure my mentor could answer these questions and help me on where to start, but if you can answer these questions in any way, please do. I'd appreciate it.
